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Sometimes I wonder, am I paranoid?

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Awkward Moment #3

Listening to other people poo.

Sociopath

It's like my hall neighbours hibernated in winter, and then spring dawns and they come out of their little dark rooms, rubbing their eyes, and start acting like people with ADD, but with alcohol. I've been woken up for the past three days by thumping music, when always the night before, they've been thumping music until 4am, screaming like freaking banshees. They do seem to have a little bit of consideration- they don't turn up the bass full blast, wow. I don't understand how the rest of the building who aren't part of this group don't want to throttle them too. I'm so near breaking point. I've thrown things against the wall because they've started this loud music while I was studying. I know I could call Security, but who wants to make enemies with people they live with? Alcohol + Spring + Music = Douchebaggery.

Why can't they at least play good music?!

Lost

What I don't understand is how some people can constantly talk about money. I didn't realise that leaving high school would introduce me to people who were actually like this. My course I suppose, is just full of people who are doing it for the belief of making 'millions' in the future. But c'mon people. Did each of you think you'd all come out with this degree, thinking you'd be millionaires within the next ten years? All of you. ALL OF YOU. Stop fucking complaining that "oh noooo I don't think we can make that much money....we might as well be teachers or real estate agents...they made more money." THEN GO AND BE FUCKING TEACHERS OR FUCKING REAL ESTATE AGENTS. Do they also not seem to understand, that with any career, you need to build yourself up? That there probably isn't some undodgy career out there that really pays you your 'worthy' bucks straight off? I hate hate hate it when they all start to talk about money...and it's now becoming a constant thing while eating dinner. Fucking hell I'd rather eat by myself.

SO:LO

I hate it when people tell me what to do. Especially when they're not my parents. Get the fuck over yourselves. Don't be so self righteous and see me as someone to take care of. Don't.

Dancing With Myself

For the past two nights, around this time, I've been feeling this real intense excitement and nervousness...for no reason.

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Awkward Moment #2

Saying 'Hello/I'm good thanks' in reply to someone who's talking to someone else.