It's like I didn't even have those four months of holidays. I come back, and everything picks up as it was. I don't like what's happening between my roommate and one of her guy friends. I know she doesn't feel anything more then sibling love, but the way he looks at her and acts...it's kind of disturbing. He knows she's engaged. He's met her fiance before too. Actually, I don't know if he's still her fiance...she's still hesitant on getting married to him. But she hasn't officially broken up with him or anything. Her fiance probably doesn't know that anything is wrong.

Just the way he touches her makes me uncomfortable and annoyed at him. I was neutral towards that guy, but now I'm starting to really not like him. My roommate should also know better. It's 12:53am here right now, and he's over, and they're both in her room. He slept over every night last year in her room. I trust her enough to know that they're not doing anything, but that doesn't make it right. It's hard for me to not be judgemental and to stay out of it because it's really not my business, but for it to be displayed in front of your face 24/7 is something else. He should know to leave her alone. She should know not to lead him on. It's wrong. I saw him hug her from behind and kiss her somewhere on her face before in the kitchen and it made me realise how uncomfortable and disgusted I was at this. I never realised how strongly I felt, but now it's getting out of control. It'll never be my place to confront them about any of this, so instead I'm on here, saying all the things I wish I could have said to them this afternoon.