I understand now why some people choose to disappear, even though it's one of the most selfish things you could do. I get why people start a new life in a place where no one knows them, no one knows their name or what kind of person they are. I've always thought it's been such a foreign concept until recently. I don't want to disappear or anything terrible like that, it's just that I've developed a better understanding of why people do it.