Life In Technicolour

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Tuesday, June 10, 2014

You know when you've said something that's come back to bite you pretty hard on the ass...it happened to me pretty badly last night. I'm a bitchy person and I know that. But I think it really hit home yesterday when someone finally confronted me with some passing snarky remark I had made a couple of months ago about them. I deserved it. I totally did. It was humiliating and I felt terrible that I had said it. The worst thing that I tried to ignore is that did I only start to feel bad when I was confronted about it? That it was the regret of them hearing about it rather than actually being upset at myself that I said it? In that situation, I played dumb and apologised profusely while the red colour slowly made its way up my neck and onto my horrified face.

This immediately made me regret every bitchy thing I have ever said and wondered just how much of that had gotten back to the person I was talking about. And now I feel like I should go on a massive bitch detox and try my hardest not to be so intentionally cruel and snide to people that probably really doesn't deserve this kind of crap. New leaf? Probably not, but I'll try not to be such a bitch next time.  

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