If I'm Saying Nothing

I don't feel like myself out here. Corny as it sounds, there isn't anyone out here that I can relate to properly, joke with in my type of humour, or see life as it is. Because of this, I'm acting a like a complete jerk to everyone. They're nice people, don't get me wrong, but I feel so freaking disconnected to them. I want to pick fights with them over every small thing that they say. I don't laugh at their jokes...not on purpose, but cause I don't find them funny. I'm constantly thinking about life back in Melbourne, and how much better it would have been there for my social sanity if I'd just stayed. This better be worth it.